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Fervour

''You see me only as a friend?'' I murmured, my voice barely audible even to my own ears. The hint of surprise didn't go unnoticed.
''Do you see me as something more?'' he retorted, his soft voice echoing in my ears.
I could feel his probing eyes searching my face for something, anything. My head was kept downcast, as my eye lashes brushed to and fro across my cheekbones.
Behind these brown eyes, reside emotions so deep set that only those who search scrupulously may catch a glimpse, if and when they resurface.
I resisted the urge to look up at his beautiful face, to pour the emotion through my eyes, to convey the true feelings I held.
My heart hesitated in my chest, seeming to deliberate whether to sink into my stomach or not. Why did I feel this way? How could I possess such powerful emotions for someone I'd know for a couple of months? Why was it so easy for me to open up my heart? It saddened me. It shouldn't have, but it did. Or perhaps it was him. Something about him fascinated me. The sound of his voice, the way he rolled my name around on his tongue. It was calming. A sound that'd always have my lips curling into a smile. Something I could listen to day in, day out. But he wasn't to know. Would he ever know, these things he makes me feel?

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Anonymous said…
Thats what you call talent :)
4 December 2008 at 03:17
Anonymous said…
Mou! Ma cherie... How can you say this to me?! Je t'aime, but you do not return my feelings, you are so distrustful! Why are you so cold to me, like a beautiful statue, like the untouchable moon. Why can you not occasionally turn around in class and spot my lingering gaze over your shimmering long hair? Bebe, if this is making you uncomfortable then of course I will not continue a moment longer. Instead I shall forever (or for the next four years) watch you from the side, from behind, or even from the front (or maybe from underneath? I'm sort of short...) But I doubt you will ever notice me. My sweetheart, I bid you farewell, I cannot bear to do anything that causes you distress, so I will just leave you with this message before I return back to my silent, admiring state. You are the most beautiful, sexiest, most graceful goddess I have ever been lucky enough to see, please be happy with yourself no matter what life throws at you, it is then you will finally be able to find someone you will be happy with. As much as I would like that person to be me, I know that it will never happen so I wish you good luck in finding your prince in shining armour who will appreciate you for who you really are.
Adieu.

(So that's a no on the dinner then? Just to be clear..)(*rub rub rubbbb*)
4 December 2008 at 10:36
Pills said…
I'll go out with you, french boy. Gimmie and place, date and time :)
And how about you approach me at uni? Hey? Then I'll know who you are, then I can gaze into your eyes.
4 December 2008 at 22:34
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