My fingers are placed proficiently above the keys on the keyboard, ready to strike. They tremble with aniticipation. I cannot for the life of me, deliberate fitting words. The very idea of resuming contact with someone whom I'd lost contact with for over two years, has my stomach doing summersaults.
What do I say to them? How do I reply to the unreserved sorrow expressed in their message?
Before I can even fathom the rush of feelings that consume my insides, my fingers give way and I type in a mad frenzy. I lose a hold of my verbal skills and continue to type what others would consider incoherent drivel. I stop suddenly and re-read what I've just written. My brows begin to furrow. Did I really verbalize my emotions in such a manner? My eyes travel across the screen whilst my brain leisurely processes the pure rage emanating from the words. I shut my eyes tightly for a couple of seconds before relaxing them again.
A sharp pain at the back of my head causes my eyes to flutter open. Letting out a heavy sigh, I slam my finger down on the backspace button. My fingers reoccupy their starting position, hovering millimeters above the keyboard ready to strike once again...
To be continued.
Greetings y'all.
I feel I've been neglecting my blog lately. It's been two weeks since I diaried last, mostly because I've been incredibly busy with copious amounts of work and other responsibilities. That, I will hoard for a rainy day :)
Out x
What do I say to them? How do I reply to the unreserved sorrow expressed in their message?
Before I can even fathom the rush of feelings that consume my insides, my fingers give way and I type in a mad frenzy. I lose a hold of my verbal skills and continue to type what others would consider incoherent drivel. I stop suddenly and re-read what I've just written. My brows begin to furrow. Did I really verbalize my emotions in such a manner? My eyes travel across the screen whilst my brain leisurely processes the pure rage emanating from the words. I shut my eyes tightly for a couple of seconds before relaxing them again.
A sharp pain at the back of my head causes my eyes to flutter open. Letting out a heavy sigh, I slam my finger down on the backspace button. My fingers reoccupy their starting position, hovering millimeters above the keyboard ready to strike once again...
To be continued.
Greetings y'all.
I feel I've been neglecting my blog lately. It's been two weeks since I diaried last, mostly because I've been incredibly busy with copious amounts of work and other responsibilities. That, I will hoard for a rainy day :)
Out x
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