Here or there, in or out, up or down. I don't know which one is me anymore. I remember a time in my life where I had a definitive answer. I had ''a clue'' of sorts, and I wouldn't let silly things affect me or distract me from my path. But recently, I've been feeling a little stumped. Of late, blogging has become close to non existent (except in times like these), probably because I've been on the go all year with almost no time to spare, or now have someone I can vent to thus eliminating the need.
But blogging I find to be therapeutic, definitely more so than talking. I can do it in my own time and don't feel pressured to make myself clear. I think I'm trying to say I miss it. I miss sixth form and my school friends. Speaking of friends, what of them? I don't know whether I'm close with my current friends. There was a time when I was...perhaps before I told them I was engaged. Is it so wrong that I'm engaged at a 'supposedly' young age? They often tell me that I should be able choose when I want to throw my life into a marriage, and not to rush into things. Why does everyone think that this was forced upon me? I DID choose it. Deal with it, accept it, and at least be happy for me.
I'm sick again and I hate it massively. I think I should take vit c supplements throughout the entire year =_=
I need to stock up on medicines too. Run out of cough mixture, paracetamol, antihistamines, tyrozets...almost everything really.
Hmm..what else? Uni has been quite stressful. The semester is over and my exams will be done and dusted within 15 weeks, or something ridiculous. I haven't even started revision yet! Also have pre-reg applications to get through...I've started co-op and must finish it by tonight lest my application will disappear and all my efforts will be rendered futile.
Oh! I have just spent copious amounts of money on vintage jewellery ^_^ cannot wait to don all my new stuff! I'm really into vintage fashion this season....I need a few different bags though, a distressed satchel preferably.
Anyways, hope you're all well and I'm going to say peace out. Happy revising geeks!
But blogging I find to be therapeutic, definitely more so than talking. I can do it in my own time and don't feel pressured to make myself clear. I think I'm trying to say I miss it. I miss sixth form and my school friends. Speaking of friends, what of them? I don't know whether I'm close with my current friends. There was a time when I was...perhaps before I told them I was engaged. Is it so wrong that I'm engaged at a 'supposedly' young age? They often tell me that I should be able choose when I want to throw my life into a marriage, and not to rush into things. Why does everyone think that this was forced upon me? I DID choose it. Deal with it, accept it, and at least be happy for me.
I'm sick again and I hate it massively. I think I should take vit c supplements throughout the entire year =_=
I need to stock up on medicines too. Run out of cough mixture, paracetamol, antihistamines, tyrozets...almost everything really.
Hmm..what else? Uni has been quite stressful. The semester is over and my exams will be done and dusted within 15 weeks, or something ridiculous. I haven't even started revision yet! Also have pre-reg applications to get through...I've started co-op and must finish it by tonight lest my application will disappear and all my efforts will be rendered futile.
Oh! I have just spent copious amounts of money on vintage jewellery ^_^ cannot wait to don all my new stuff! I'm really into vintage fashion this season....I need a few different bags though, a distressed satchel preferably.
Anyways, hope you're all well and I'm going to say peace out. Happy revising geeks!
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woo! only a year and a bit left for you at uni! hooker-chan the pharmacist ^^