Yesterday, it dawned on me. The extent to which I detest shopping. Of any kind. I found that this lead me to wonder about other things I disliked...then things I liked.
Following my long contemplative analysis, my mind suddenly posed the question; was I really meant to be a girl?
All girls like shopping right? Perhaps I'm being too stereotypical, but I'm guessing the majority do. I like gadgets, computers, cars, bikes, aeroplanes, building things, watching football-among every other sport-and other such 'guy' things (excluding women). I dislike shopping, the colour pink (despite my room being that colour), going out, jewellery, make-up, doing my hair, dressing up, gossiping (and talking in general I suppose). It's all just too...troublesome.
To be honest, I like the IDEA of make-up, but wearing it is such a bother. Maybe if I was prettier and had better skin I would want to *sigh* ..b b BUT! I DO LIKE painting my nails strange colours..for reasons that are beyond me. But the point is, I prefer simple and uncomplicated. Reason being, my life is complex. My emotions are complex. My family is complex. Heck, even my thoughts lack simplicity. I suppose I can try to make things less complex but yet again, this be troublesome. I like to let the complex sequence of events unfold however they will. So amid all this tortuousness, something has to be simple to keep the balance. Ying and yang, if you will. The simple? My exterior; a fuss-free style. My dress sense is easy yet quirky with minimal make-up CAUSE I CAN'T BE ARSED.
So why do I think I should've been a guy? Cause they're carefree and uncomplicated I suppose. Well at least my brother is (I tend to think most guys are like my brother). What's more, I don't exactly ooze femininity and since I'm not male, this makes me feel somewhat androgynous. Ahaha. Oh god, I'm not that bad. I like heels! and beauty! And when I think of more feminine things, I will let you know! Oh yes, I like men. Well one in particular but we'll save that story for a rainy day ;)
Damn, excuse all of THAT. I chat frollocks when I'm experiencing mixed emotions.
Onto things more imperative. Or less. Depends how you see it cause you know, half the crap I deem important, most people take no notice of. I digress. MY COASTAL SCENTS PALETTE CAME! THE GOOD SHIT FINALLY CAME! Finally. Felt like I'd waited a life time for that. My G-O-S-H it's gorgeous. The colours are never ending, or so it seems. There's 88 in total with one or two shimmery ones for each hue *squeal!!* Can't wait to go crazy with millions of EOTDs ^__^ (I know I'm contradicting myself but this palette had me squealing, LIKE A GIRL. Damn straight)
Take a look!
Aint it TDF?!
(TDF = To Die For ..for the blissfully ignorant)
On a completely unrelated note, I need better control over my emotions. I can switch from calm to heated in a matter of minutes if provoked, or told something I posses antipathy towards. This shouldn't be the case, I should just overlook it and tell myself not to worry. Remain indifferent and impassive.
Following my long contemplative analysis, my mind suddenly posed the question; was I really meant to be a girl?
All girls like shopping right? Perhaps I'm being too stereotypical, but I'm guessing the majority do. I like gadgets, computers, cars, bikes, aeroplanes, building things, watching football-among every other sport-and other such 'guy' things (excluding women). I dislike shopping, the colour pink (despite my room being that colour), going out, jewellery, make-up, doing my hair, dressing up, gossiping (and talking in general I suppose). It's all just too...troublesome.
To be honest, I like the IDEA of make-up, but wearing it is such a bother. Maybe if I was prettier and had better skin I would want to *sigh* ..b b BUT! I DO LIKE painting my nails strange colours..for reasons that are beyond me. But the point is, I prefer simple and uncomplicated. Reason being, my life is complex. My emotions are complex. My family is complex. Heck, even my thoughts lack simplicity. I suppose I can try to make things less complex but yet again, this be troublesome. I like to let the complex sequence of events unfold however they will. So amid all this tortuousness, something has to be simple to keep the balance. Ying and yang, if you will. The simple? My exterior; a fuss-free style. My dress sense is easy yet quirky with minimal make-up CAUSE I CAN'T BE ARSED.
So why do I think I should've been a guy? Cause they're carefree and uncomplicated I suppose. Well at least my brother is (I tend to think most guys are like my brother). What's more, I don't exactly ooze femininity and since I'm not male, this makes me feel somewhat androgynous. Ahaha. Oh god, I'm not that bad. I like heels! and beauty! And when I think of more feminine things, I will let you know! Oh yes, I like men. Well one in particular but we'll save that story for a rainy day ;)
Damn, excuse all of THAT. I chat frollocks when I'm experiencing mixed emotions.
Onto things more imperative. Or less. Depends how you see it cause you know, half the crap I deem important, most people take no notice of. I digress. MY COASTAL SCENTS PALETTE CAME! THE GOOD SHIT FINALLY CAME! Finally. Felt like I'd waited a life time for that. My G-O-S-H it's gorgeous. The colours are never ending, or so it seems. There's 88 in total with one or two shimmery ones for each hue *squeal!!* Can't wait to go crazy with millions of EOTDs ^__^ (I know I'm contradicting myself but this palette had me squealing, LIKE A GIRL. Damn straight)
Take a look!
Aint it TDF?!
(TDF = To Die For ..for the blissfully ignorant)
On a completely unrelated note, I need better control over my emotions. I can switch from calm to heated in a matter of minutes if provoked, or told something I posses antipathy towards. This shouldn't be the case, I should just overlook it and tell myself not to worry. Remain indifferent and impassive.
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and ur list of "girly" things is rubbish! those things dont determine wether ur a girl or not!.. there just streotypical ideas of what a girl should be interested in...
anyway.. oooooooo so many colourssssssssssssssssss, so pretty *__*