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I hate that little pathetic malevolent fool. I deeply wish to God that I had never ever crossed paths with such a jealous, disdainful low life.

For someone who claims that they hold so much love for me, they sure know how to really hurt me. Fat shit, decide whether you love me or hate me.
I have mixed feelings towards everyone now. It's not the first time someone has set out to manipulate and internationally hurt me, just cause they know my soft spot. It's happened one too many times, and I've completely had it with trusting people ever. I don't trust a single soul and I never fucking ever will. Why must they always betray me? Well, it won't happen anymore cause I won't trust.

Whoever wants to gain my trust, will have to work damn fucking hard cause there is no way in hell I'm giving it out so easily again. Having said that, the ONLY outsider I will trust fully is my husband and if he betrays me, I think I will end up cracking cause my weak, dismal heart can't take anymore of this trash from people.
I must've done something horrifyingly terrible to deserve this. To deserve people like that entering my life with a soul purpose to ruin it and make me and the people I love feel worthless.

After all, people get what they deserve do they not? Everyone says it. No one would say it if it wasn't true.

So here I am, dropping my hands in defeat. I surrender to the world and it's inhabitants because they have failed me. ~I seem to be at a loss with everything.
You can all have and do what you want. Just don't come anywhere near me.

I just want that boy to get so horrifically beaten up that he's writhing on the floor close to death.
I am so riled with fury, that it's pouring out of me annihilating everything in its path. I want to kill.
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